(Source: okhipsterhi)
If there’s no one beside you when your soul embarks, then I’ll follow you into the dark 💜
(Source: highschool-fucked-me-over)
I need to escape. Judge the fuck outta me; I’m gonna smoke like I’m not waking up.
It’s not a good night. It’s a bad night, one of the worst. I hate closing my eyes. I dream things I shouldn’t see, I wish for things I should fear. But I haven’t slept a single minute since Friday. If I don’t tonight it’ll be a week straight and I’m never going to last. Either way I’m looking at a miserable night. Either one might kill me if I let it. I’m strong enough to hold my ground but something has to give. Too many things clutter my mind and trigger my anxiety to the point where I can’t breathe. I’m stuck in the fetal position begging for an escape on a regular basis. Something has got to give. Not everyone is strong enough
(Source: observando)
My Asian. My best friend. The boy that took away my fears.
It’s past. History. Jarred treats me like a princess. I deserve that, on the first time around. Do I want to lose you, of course not. But I know that I deserve to be happy. I love jarred. And that’s it. I’m sorry. But I will stand my ground
Baby I’m so sorry. I love you. I’ll defend him any dayfirst of all, my dad…
my incredibly amazing dad who I wouldnt be able to get through life without is falling back into his depressed mode and I cant take it. He cant take it. My mom cant take it. His job is going terrible, and he comes home everyday all sad and I cant see him like this anymore….
